It’s been a long time since I have done this, and I have no idea where to even begin. The last blog I wrote was a long time ago and ever since I had promised myself, I would pick this up, but I never did. There was even a pandemic, I have been basically stuck inside my home for 2 years and yet… nothing.
But so much has changed… I do not even know where to begin.
Do I write blogs in chronical order until I reach today, or do I just start today and give flashbacks? But who I am today… how I am living today… is a result of those years I have not been active. And with my OCD I do not like to skip a beat… but I am not sure how to do that.
Pick 2022 for example. The year my entire life changed forever… one moment you wake up and that is the last day you wake up like that… one moment everything is perfect and the next everything is shit. Death that always have been distance keep approaching. People dying way too young. People I only spoke to a few days ago, gone… just like that.
My feeble heart… each time I open up, it gets stomped on again… but what else is new huh?
So yea, I have many stories to tell you. and I have no idea where to begin, but hey, I am already on half a page, so maybe this is the beginning of something new.
Let’s open the memory vault…